Kept了 kept不到

等不到 你 成为我最闪亮的 星星...
我依然 原意 借给你 我的光

Steer clear of hurry sickness

Kick out the obnoxious roommate - inner voice, often brutally judgemental. Even our worst enemies do not talk about us the way we talk about ourselves. Hence, it is time to stop listening to the nagging in your head and see yourself as those who you trust see you.

Make time for love: Whenever you think you have lost your way in life, imagine yourself on a train to nowhere. Ask yourself: Who do I want on this train? Push "flatterers and dissemblers" off the train. Why do we spend so much of our limited time on earth focusing on all the things our eulogy will never cover?

Build your strength softly: Whenever you have a moment to yourself, be as still as you can in a quiet place, close your eyes and stop thinking. Meditation is not about withdrawing from life's challenges, but for gathering strength to outlast them. Like "You don't box Muhammad Ali on day one."

Lucky

Lyrics and Music by Jason Mraz, Colbie Caillat and Timothy Faganfeat. Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

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It was lucky that I have you. Though nothing did happen, I'm happy to keep you with me in my heart on that island where we've just been together.

It's fine nothing happened. I hope things stay this way...

Some people just deserve to die...

I know the subject of this post is kind of crude, but seriously some people just deserve to die. I simply can't see any contribution by such people to human kind in any way.

Some people can be so selfish throughout their whole life that they caused do much inconvenience and disturbance to people around them. Just because they are selfish and childish and whatever sort of reasons they might have in all the moments of their lives. SHIT THEM!

I'm sure while reading this, you can sense my hatred towards such people.

I hope you really die soon and create no trouble to me/us anymore. You, such an idiot (you make youself one) should fit yourself nicely in the coffin 'cos your time is almost up. Create no more trouble to others. I'm sure I don't need to fight with you anymore once you're lying in the coffin. I'm sure every breathe I take on earth will be fresher and my life, and others', we will definitely live with more ease WITHOUT YOU!

YOU GET LOST!

人前人后一个样。。。你去死吧你！自私，不顾感情，亲情，爱情的无情废物！

You seriously think that what you're doing and the way you led your life is right? Let me tell you seriously, go reflect and think thoroughly again! You've wasted so much time in your life doing things that are not important and neglected things which are supposed to be with great importance to you and others. BUT you've missed all of them. ALL! Never mind if you really know what I'm referring to anyway. You've missed them and you life is coming to an end. Just leave this earth with regrets (if you still can remorse).

Anway, I won't wish for anything for you. Just get lost and get out of my sight. You deserve to be dead, by now.

Paris...

If only I have the money, I'd love to go Paris again...

While looking at the photos taken by others, the sceneries, the people, the food...

OMG... Bring me back with the memories during my Europe tour...

I wanna go again. Again, again...

Love at First Sight (Revisit)

Both are convinced
that a sudden surge of emotion bound them together.
Beautiful is such a certainty,
but uncertainty is more beautiful.

Because they didn't know each other earlier, they suppose that
nothing was happening between them.
What of the streets, stairways and corridors
where they could have passed each other long ago?

I'd like to ask them
whether they remember-- perhaps in a revolving door
ever being face to face?
an "excuse me" in a crowd
or a voice "wrong number" in the receiver.
But I know their answer:
no, they don't remember.

They'd be greatly astonished
to learn that for a long timec
hance had been playing with them.

Not yet wholly ready
to transform into fate for them
it approached them, then backed off,
stood in their way
and, suppressing a giggle,
jumped to the side.

There were signs, signals:
but what of it if they were illegible.
Perhaps three years ago,
or last Tuesday
did a certain leaflet fly
from shoulder to shoulder?
There was something lost and picked up.
Who knows but what it was a ball
in the bushes of childhood.

There were doorknobs and bells
on which earlier
touch piled on touch.
Bags beside each other in the luggage room.
Perhaps they had the same dream on a certain night,
suddenly erased after waking.

Every beginning
is but a continuation,
and the book of events
is never more than half open.

Translation by Walter Whipple


Will we have the chance to meet again, R?
... ... ...

Keep moving on!

The following is extracted from a blog. I find it rather meaningful so I'm copying it to remind myself.

"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life.

But it ain't about how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. It's how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done.

Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not point fingers and blame other people. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!

No matter how bad, every problem will not last forever. Every recession will end. Dawn always breaks after the darkest hour.

And success has a price. The price is massive rejection, frustration, and hard work, People never succeed either because they thought that success comes easy or because they are not willing to pay the price!"

Well, I should always remind myself of that. It's time to face the real world and reality!