我不爱你

競技場 如同宏大布景
可惜我未盡情 無能為力高興
大教堂 鐘聲都夠好聽
可是仍然要 回頭覓更好風景

也明瞭 誰人流汗最多
愛我從未停過 可惜出了差錯
別再哭 我要另選一個
從來未感動我
我卻為了他顫動更多

即使世界上
剩餘幸福 都要放低我
尚有一句說話
可聽得進你的耳朵

我不愛 要送給我都一樣不愛
若最得我心的未到來
(讓我得到只懂在發呆)
如何奉上感情 為何浪費熱情
如何能讓我閉著眼睛

而我 踏過幾個花園未相愛
緣份亦都不一定會來
從來沒有保證
仍期待會盡情
就是我最動人的愛

即使世界上
剩餘綠洲 都快要經過
就叫乾旱降臨
認真的我會改變麼

Singer: 陈慧珊

Somehow, this song says my feelings. Fate doesn't come and it doesn't guarantee. Haha. It's true.

Panonymous172

I saw Panonymous172 again! Haha! I thought Panonymous172 was lost! Hmm... There was something that we both know. The sudden surge of passion in that instant. Just that glance. LOL! Hmm... Weird, weird. But it is confirmed. How?

A month to Christmas!

It's exactly one month to Christmas! And then 2006 is ending real soon!

And straight to my point, people who owe me christmas present due to whatever reason you should know what to do... Haha! A month to date, it sets as a reminder and exactly one month for you to save $1 per day to buy a presentable present. LOL! Remember people. Don't break your promise!

I hope so. People just like to give empty promises. However, I shall still look forward. =)

Losing faith?

I don't know why. But is it my fate to encounter all these? It's kinda time and again thingy which I'm sick of. Perhaps that's the reason why... to so many things... I've lose interest... I fail to see 'future' in these things... I get to see the dark sides...

I'm not very clever. I'm not very smart. Why let me see all these? I'm not being negative, okay? I see the positive sides too. But there are so many more negative sides than the positive ones. Why? I wish to be much more positive too. Really. But, I kinda lose faith in these people... I mean people living on this Earth. Serious. I don't like fake smiles. I don't like fake conversations. If you have to tell me that I've spitted something like rice, saliva, whatever onto you, just tell me. I'll apologise. People, let's be honest. If you don't like something, say out. Don't fake that you like it and accept it, unwillingly.

I don't wish to lose faith in people but time and again why people that I've treated well and honest to them shows me that I should lose faith. I'm too weak? Mentally? Emotionally? I should know the rules of living? Face this harsh world, harsh environments upfront? Is that what you all mean? Don't be abnormal, go with the flow. Don't think you're unique when you're behaving this way. You're just weird. A weirdo!

I really don't know. Maybe the one who should change is me? Accommodate to this place where you're living (which is something I can't really accept). The fact that I'm honest and true and direct perhaps have brought me all these unhappiness. Maybe I should learn... to be quiet? Don't speak my mind. I mean I can be honest but I keep it to myself? I don't know. I really don't. Enlightenment, please?

命运

命运总是用它特有的方式对我们开着不大不小却令我们无法不去在意的玩笑.
那些错过的无法找回.
那些未来的无法预知.
一次次的擦肩而过似乎注定了这个玩笑的长久.

Chocolat (2000)

US Release Date: 15th December 2000
Details: 121 mins, Romance/Drama/Comedy
Starring: Johnny Depp, Alfred Molina, Peter Stormare, Judi Dench, Juliette Binoche
Directed by: Lasse Hallstrom

Driven by fate, Vianne Rocher drifts into a tranquil French village with her 6-year-old daughter Anouk (Victoire Thivisol) in the winter of 1959. Her newly opened chocolate shop across from the church, Chocolatérie, is a source of attraction and fear, since Vianne's ability to revive the villagers' passions threatens to disrupt their traditions. The pious mayor (Alfred Molina) sees Vianne as the enemy, and his war against her peaks with the arrival of gypsy "river rats" led by Roux (Johnny Depp), whose attraction to Vianne is immediate and reciprocal. Subplots involve a battered wife (Lena Olin), a village elder (Judi Dench), and her estranged daughter (Carrie-Anne Moss). In the end, Chocolatérie transforms the conservative and religious locals into open-minded, fun-loving people.

Rating: 3.5/5

A very nice, inspirational movie which set me into thoughts. Hmm... I seldom watch this kind of movie 'cos it won't catch my attention. But this caught mine. Some quotes from the movie to share:

"We can’t go round, measuring our goodness by what we don’t do, by what we deny ourselves, what we resist and who we exclude. We got to measure goodness by what we embrace, what we create and who we include."

"A freedom from the old tranquilité"

"If you saw something you weren't suppose to see, you learn to look the other way. If by chance your hopes have been disappointed, you learn never to ask for more." This is actually something wrong to follow.

Relationships

As much as I cherish my friends, I hope my friends reciprocate back. I understand that people come and go in every individual's life. It's a norm, ever since civilisation started? However, I still hope that 'forever' exists for its purpose. The meaning of this word. Please give it a chance to exist meaningfully.

I yearn for a relationship but I guess I'd wait for it patiently. I yearn for a good buddy but I guess I'd wait for him/her patiently too. It takes two hands to clap. Same goes to all kinds of relationships. Both parties have to put in their effort to maintain the relationship. It's suppose to be mutual.

If only this world is so wonderful and understanding that I don't have to waste my time doing self-reflection if I've done wrong in this or that relationship and reminiscence about the past, I'll feel much less troubled.

Done with my blabbering.

相爱很难

歌手：张学友 & 梅艳芳 专辑：他在哪里
作曲/编曲: 陈辉阳 填词: 林夕

女: 最好有生一日都爱下去
但谁人能将恋爱当做终生兴趣
男: 生活其实旨在找到个伴侣
面对现实热恋很快变长流细水

女: 可惜我不智或侥幸
对火花天生敏感
男: 不过两只手拉得太紧
合: 爱到过了界那对爱人
同时亦最易变成一对敌人

女: 也许相爱很难
就难在其实双方各有各寄望怎么办
男: 要单恋都难
受太大的礼会内疚却也无力归还
女: 也许不爱不难
但如未成佛升仙也会怕爱情前途黯淡
男: 爱不爱都难
未快乐先有责任给予对方面露欢颜

女: 得到浪漫又要有空间
男: 得到定局却怕去到终站
合: 然后付出多得到少不介意豁达
又担心有人看不过眼

合: 无论热恋中失恋中
都永远记住第一戒
别要张开双眼

I just feel for this song and thought of sharing my feelings here.

Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning (2006)

Release Date: 9th November 2006
Details: 95 mins, R21, Thriller/Horror
Starring: Taylor Handley, Andrew Bryniarski, R Lee Ermey, Jordana Brewster, R Ermey
Directed by: Jonathan Liebesman
Local Distributor: Warner Bros

It's 1969. The conflict in Viet Nam has exploded to immeasurable proportions, and 18-year-old Dean Hill's number is up. Dean's brother Eric, who has already seen his share of combat, plans to take Dean to enlist in his beloved Marine Corps in hopes of keeping an eye on him rather than letting him take his chances at the local induction center. But Dean plans to confront Eric about dodging the draft after the boys and their respective girlfriends, Bailey and Chrissie, head across Texas for a final fling of serious fun...

Official Website: http://texaschainsawmovie.com//

And everything starts when they met an accident and this 'policeman' came in and shot the woman who attempted to rob them...

The scenes are not only gross, but very very gross. And though it's exciting to see how Chrissie tries to save her friends, it's as frightening to see how the old man tries to torture and kill them eventually. Horribles!

Don't ever think of watching this show though I think it's well shot. Never would I imagine my first R21 in theatre is of such kind. Poor me! Anyway, it's quite a good show if u can take gross scenes lightly, unlike me. =) Who just feel like puking and scolding the stupid, great director after the whole movie. Yes, and I managed to finish watching the full show without closing my eyes due to horrid scenes. Please clap! Haha!

Rating: 3/5

The Grudge 2 (2006)

Release Date: 2nd November 2006
Details: 101 mins, PG, Drama/Thriller/Horror
Starring: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Jennifer Beals, Teresa Palmer, Arielle Kebbel, Amber Tamblyn
Directed by: Takashi Shimizu
Local Distributor: Golden Village Pictures

In Tokyo, a young woman is exposed to the same mysterious curse that afflicted her sister. The supernatural force, which fills a person with rage before spreading to its next victim, brings together a group of previously unrelated people who attempt to unlock its secret to save their lives.

Official Website: http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/thegrudge2//

Watched this movie on Tuesday with Selwyn. After this horror movie, we watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning, which is another horror movie!!! 2 in 1 go!

I didn't watch The Grudge before, so this is my first time watching this series. I seriously find it very lame, not frightening at all and one with a plain storyline. Lousy!

Rating: 2.5/5