谁能体谅我?

I know it's not you. That I should waste time and effort to keep with it. It doesn't pay off. Does it? Who cares when only I'm thinking and not you. Am I demanding? Shrugs.

Hopefully it's only my thinking. I do hope things can work out. Which I wanted. Who doesn't want it? Well, but my trust for such things ain't high. As usual. Perhaps that's my fate. And I should accept it? No. Wait till I'm older perhaps. I'm still hopeful.

But on the other hand, I... I don't really know what I want. I'm contradicting, I know. Haiz...