Monday, January 22, 2007

je suis triste

There are some facts which would not change. No Chance or opportunity to. Chance. There are some facts which would not change and I have to accept it. No choice to choose. Choice. I guess I have to face the reality. Reality is harsh. This world is harsh. Everyone is.

We all do not have the ability to change the facts inherited in us since birth. Family background, physical appearance, maybe even behaviour... So is life predestined? Can we or do we have a chance to change what that is to happen in the future? Is our life in our hands? I believe to a certain it is. But most of the time, we cannot change the facts inherited in us and what it brings to us.

I am sad. I cannot change the fact for those I want to eliminate and for those I yearn for them to stay. Life is predestined. I am not talking about love relationship. If you know me well enough, it is only a small part in life that I cherish. For love relationship is never my priority. My priorities are personal well-being, family relationship and friendships! The last is love life?

Anyway, the main point is, I wish to either eliminate this person or this person change himself. Which is very unlikely for this person to change since all these years he has been like that. What to do? It is like a bonus to me ever since I was born.

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