Monday, July 02, 2007

I'm truly happy for you friends...

I'm happy to see that most of my friends have found their partners. It's a good thing. Afterall, it's about age for us to find a partner. However, I still pretty much enjoy singlehood though I do agree that it's time I should find one. Haha! Contradictions. That's about me.

Anyway, it's glad to see my friends find happiness together with their partners. It's not an easy thing. And I believe Fate has come into their picture to match them together. Well, not yet for the other half of my friends. Don't worry pals, you guys will eventually find one if you really thought of finding one and perhaps when it's your time. For the time being, you guys have the mission of accompanying the singlehood me! Wahahah!

Nowadays, I quite enjoy loneliness. I think should be very much enjoy. Don't know why. Maybe because I'm growing old? LOL! Or maybe because I don't enjoy crowds in the first place.

I was at Frontier Community Centre for SSA's 40th Anniversary Day combine rehearsal this morning and almost half of the time I was alone. Immersed almost totally into my own thoughts while at times chatted with some old friends, I somehow just felt that I don't belong to the group anymore... I can't feel for it. It isn't like the past anymore. It's nice to see Mei Qi back though. This long time comrade...

I was saying the feeling I'm feeling now is different from the past. I don't wish to compare but I just know that I don't like the roles that I'm playing now. I'd just wanna be a simple member and participant for the events. It's and would be much simpler for the thinker me.

Grr... Don't know what am I blabbering... Tired and I think I need some sleep.

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