I'm tired... yet again... I understand that problems are always inevitable in life but I didn't know that no matter how cleverly I can try to arrange the events in life, that I can predict and plan that it happens, I can't plan the actions to be taken by others... their reactions...
Haiz... What is life? Why are there always challenges? Uncountable challenges ahead... I can't end my life, 'cos I think I have the responsibility of seeing myself going through the events that will happen in my life till I get old and die... 'Cos of responsibility... I don't wish to see/know my loved ones crying sadly for me, at the same time feeling disappointed after I committed suicide... I just don't know how to continue my life sometimes... Merely passing day by day... week by week... Low life condition? Should I pray more and harder?
Family, partner, friends, occupation... Which is the one that I truly attain happiness in? Friends perhaps? Haiz... Don't feel like writing... Coming to a point that I really don't know what to write... Overwhelming with a mixture of feelings... But I don't know which to express...
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