I must admit that I've slacken in faith. There are many reasons that causes so. Which at this point of time I don't wish to state out one by one and discuss.
The bad thing is when I needed the least encouragement from that one friend of mine, that person could leave some harsh (I don't know whether it was harsh to him, but I find it so) comment on me and then just leave the conversation shortly.
If I don't treasure this friend, I won't even bother to write about this incident. However, the things he said, though not much, made me felt like stopping the friendship at that instance. Without helping me to solve or at the least, share my problems and yet leave at once. Can I call that a friend? I don't know. And I don't wish to. Was that the way I treated you last time? I'm proud to say I've been there for you when you needed someone and I had been treating you well ever since I know you. I felt being taken for granted by you again. Note that, it's again. If you ever get to read what I've written here, I wonder how would you feel.
So the decision of not contacting you and deleting your handphone number was correct. But I regret messaging you first and start all the contacting again. I was too kind to you. You don't deserve my kindness.
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